Witnessing
I had to be away from the Ashram for nearly two
months and when I returned I saw Sri Cohen in a much
worse condition and confined to a wheel-chair. His
talk was no longer coherent: "See, Ganesan, I am
maimed. Yet, the management has suddenly shifted me to
a room on the seventh floor and there is no water
there. Whatcan I do?" - "They say they have given me
an exclusive room for myself, but see, in the night
nearly 12 people sleep here, squatting around me." -
"Don't think there is only one Kannan (servant), There
are nine Kannans, all looking alike!"
I cried on seeing his pathetic condition and told
Him: "Mr. Cohen! You are the most intelligent sadhak I
have met. Why are you talking so incoherently?" He
then adjusted himself and squarely looked at my face
and said: "When the body becomes old, you lose control
over it. And so over the mind! So, don't give any
importance to how the body or mind behaves. They are
not 'me'." I was astounded when he said that since
just a few minutes back he was talking sheer
nonesense! Then, I asked him "If you are not the mind
nor the body, who is speaking to me? Who are you? In
which state are you, now?"
"I am pure spirit, witnessing what takes place
through the body and mind. I have nothing to do with
them. I am in the presence of my Master: Guru Ramana,
enjoying His benign and blissful presence! I am pure
ananda!" As he uttered these words I saw a different
Mr.Cohen, the one we had known for years with all his
brightness and serenity.
- in V. Ganesan's excellent book "Moments Remembered".